an exerpt from my multiply site.
No matter how hard I try to make a new blog entry, I just can't find the right words that would fit how I feel right now. It's very different. It's very difficult. It's not because I lost touch. It's because my mind is set only for work work work. I guess I don't have the same urge as before. There are no grades of 1.00, 1.25, 1.5, 1.75 in the reality. There is no grading procedure when writing a blog entry. But to some, it matters. I must say it is a subjective way of reacting to what has been written.
The reason before why I created my own site is to impress people of how I express myself through catered blog entries. However, as months passed and I am getting busier in school, I was not able to update my multiply. That... Until now...
I find making blogs a nice way for de-stressing not to mention I can share it with particular persons or groups. It also is a nice place (referring to the internet social activity network) of having the emotionally stressed calm themselves or speaking what they have in mind. I also make use of this as a means of connecting with friends even with busy schedules.
Let me get back to the first sentence I used " no matter how I try to make a new blog entry, I just can't find the right words that would fit how I feel right now." I still can't. "Kahit Filipino gamitin ko, wala pa din ako maisip." I don't think I'm already drained. I can still find simple reasons, I can still think of explanations. But what I don't have is the logic of getting those reasons, those explanations combined to compose an entry that would be interpreted as my own feelings and thoughts.
Many things happen in the office during my work schedule. But when I got home, "panis na yung balita, napagusapan na, bukas iba naman." And I will not be gaining from those hearsay, news and sidestuff that happened. What I have right now is just thinking within the box. The box which represents the company's policies, terms and conditions, etc. The box which sustains the company that would end up giving me the bread and butter. It is with this kind of realization that makes me struggle for perfections in my work and for a well deserved compensation (that would make me feel contented even for a bit).
For a bit would mean that I would be contented even if many problems arise. I always ask myself "WHY?" ........ I would have to restrain myself. I would have to end this but there are a lot of things I want to write down. I just don't know how to say and organize my thoughts. haha! "hirap eh, puro work nalang kasi!"
P.S.
Additional, I want to watch the finals for the UAAP. Kaso wala ng ticket. huhu =(
Friday, September 19, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
UAAP season 72
Last last week, I thought of going to the DLSU vc ADMU game during the UAAP season 72 at the Big Dome. Everything was set, I have talked with one of my kumare about the tickets and how will I be getting it. starting last Aug 30 until 31, I checked with the ticket booth if the tickets were already out but to no avail, it will be for selling on Sept. 1. A little upset but, fine.
Then Sept. 1, I dropped by at the ticket booth at the side of the Big Dome to get the tickets. There were no lines and yehey for me, I thought. Unfortunately, the ticket seller told me that it was SOLD OUT already. After some time of thinking and strolling around the vicinity, I lost hope of getting tickets and went home.
Then within the week, I was also talking with Tere for the UAAP cheering competition. According to her, her client is the wife of the administrator of Ateneo for the UAAP and she has some complimentary tickets which the organization gives out. The date of cheering was nearing. I am so confident that we could watch it live in the Big Dome. But last friday, there was a bad news. My friend texted me and informed me that her client wasn't able to get complimentary tickets. There was a change in the management for this year's UAAP season. There were no complimentary tickets given to her and tickets are already sold out. =(
"sobrang sayang talaga."
Next day, Saturday, DSLU-ADMU game. I was a bit not interested anymore though I watch the first 2 half of the game (kasi I also like watching Chris Tiu hehe, to be honest, di ko kilala si Chris Tiu dati. As in ngaun lang year 2008, August ko nalaman na ung nasa pinoy records eh sya un hehe .) I wasn't able to watch the 3rd and 4th part of the game because I accompanied my mom to the grocery. However, it was good to hear that Ateneo won the match.
Sunday, cheering competition, I also watch it in studio 23 for a good 3 hours. I was a bit envious to all those people cheering for their own schools and being there to watch it live.
The pep sqauds competing did a very good job with their routines as well as creativity with their costumes and props. But I still support my school--UP. hehe. The event was nearing to an end with 2 schools left, Ateneo and NU ( if I'm not mistaken). The Ateneo Blue Babbles? I'm not very sure about the exact name ( no offense). I'm a little puzzled with why ADMU pep squad is named Blue Babbles. Then I asked my boyfriend if he knows, (he studied in Ateneo for a good 3 years before transferring to the US). But he didn't also know why.
Alas! The competition ended with UP winning the 2008 cheering for UAAP. Very good job isko and iska =)
Then Sept. 1, I dropped by at the ticket booth at the side of the Big Dome to get the tickets. There were no lines and yehey for me, I thought. Unfortunately, the ticket seller told me that it was SOLD OUT already. After some time of thinking and strolling around the vicinity, I lost hope of getting tickets and went home.
Then within the week, I was also talking with Tere for the UAAP cheering competition. According to her, her client is the wife of the administrator of Ateneo for the UAAP and she has some complimentary tickets which the organization gives out. The date of cheering was nearing. I am so confident that we could watch it live in the Big Dome. But last friday, there was a bad news. My friend texted me and informed me that her client wasn't able to get complimentary tickets. There was a change in the management for this year's UAAP season. There were no complimentary tickets given to her and tickets are already sold out. =(
"sobrang sayang talaga."
Next day, Saturday, DSLU-ADMU game. I was a bit not interested anymore though I watch the first 2 half of the game (kasi I also like watching Chris Tiu hehe, to be honest, di ko kilala si Chris Tiu dati. As in ngaun lang year 2008, August ko nalaman na ung nasa pinoy records eh sya un hehe .) I wasn't able to watch the 3rd and 4th part of the game because I accompanied my mom to the grocery. However, it was good to hear that Ateneo won the match.
Sunday, cheering competition, I also watch it in studio 23 for a good 3 hours. I was a bit envious to all those people cheering for their own schools and being there to watch it live.
The pep sqauds competing did a very good job with their routines as well as creativity with their costumes and props. But I still support my school--UP. hehe. The event was nearing to an end with 2 schools left, Ateneo and NU ( if I'm not mistaken). The Ateneo Blue Babbles? I'm not very sure about the exact name ( no offense). I'm a little puzzled with why ADMU pep squad is named Blue Babbles. Then I asked my boyfriend if he knows, (he studied in Ateneo for a good 3 years before transferring to the US). But he didn't also know why.
Alas! The competition ended with UP winning the 2008 cheering for UAAP. Very good job isko and iska =)
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