It's been months since I last updated my blog. What have I been doing? hhmmm changing my life. Well atleast trying to change it. A stagnant life is a life lived not to it's fullest. I've been there and wishing not to go back. Just when we thought that all things in our life is right, here comes CHANGE creeping out of every corner. Change is inevitable. We cannot stop it. "The only permanent thing in the world is CHANGE." (Heraclitus, capitalization mine) Everything changes. People change. Even the world is changing. But it is up to us how to deal with it. The end result still is the important. Either we treat change as a negative instance in our life or look at it as something that gives opportunity and makes us strong. I have had many changes in my life. Hit rock bottom in almost every change. I didn't know how I pulled through but I'm still here, breathing. I think it's because I'm afraid to be in the emergency room again in the wee hours of night or just something else helped me get through it. I've been there.. done that. I didn't mean everything to change. But it just happened. Cry a little, laugh some more, love like there's tomorrow, live life to the fullest.